I dreamed I lost you.

 Last night I woke up in the middle of the night

With tears in my eyes and a heavy feeling in my heart.

I dreamed I lost you and I felt I was sinking into the ocean

Wishing it wasn’t true.

 

Last night I felt every single cell in my body

Trying to give up because it was the most terrifying thing

To imagine a world where you and me it was no more.

I tried get out of bed as fast as I could

But my legs were shaking so much that I could barely move.

 

I tried to give you a call

Just to listen to your sweet voice again

And make a sigh of relief from that excruciating pain

That was consuming me with seemingly no end

But you weren’t answering the phone

And to soothe myself up my mind was constantly repeating

That you were probably sleeping soundly at home.

 

So I jumped on the freeway

Speeding under the night sky

Eager to see your warm smile.

Maybe it wasn’t the safest or wisest thing to do

But the only thing I could think about

Was how much I needed to be with you.

Once I reached your lot

I was so desperate that I got out

Without even closing the cars door.

I knocked on your door so hard

That all of your neighbors turned on their lights

Trying to see outside

And all they watched was that out of his mind man

Just because of the dream he had.

 

As soon as you opened the door

I couldn’t help but give you the biggest hug

And all I could feel was the joy

That any believer would feel

If they could see the face of their God.

 

Your sweet scent impregnated my world;

My heart was aching no more

And all my doubts were washed away

As soon as you whispered my name.

 

Last night I dreamed I lost you

And felt the pain of my world coming to an end

But it was just a dream.

A dream that cleared up my sight

And made me realize

That loving you is my biggest act…

Of faith.